Here Comes My Birthday! Again!

Wow, is it that time of year already?

Well, it is. In one week, I will be 19. Nineteen. Wow. Between that time last year and now, alot has happened, leaving me quite surprised. For one, I graduated and celebrated with a big party. Beforehand I got my Eagle Rank for Boy Scouts. I started college and got my first job, my first car. Weeks ago, I got my room painted after years of waiting, and even moved all the furniture around to make it feel fresh. I uncovered a power outlet, how about that! But after so little activity on here over the past year or so, with how much things have changed, I can't say I'm expecting much this year. I'm appreciative of whatever is made for me, if that is on anyone's mind, but it's no requirement. Just saying.

On another note, as time continues on, and looking back at my updated character roster, I look back at my friends that I've made, especially the ones I've come together with to have a roleplaying group that, unfortunately, has not been as active lately for...reasons. I've made some of the best friends on this site, better than I could find off in the open. It's so much of a challenge offline, but here, it's so easy. Sure I have friends who will see this and I can drive to their house to see them, but that doesn't mean I like them any less. Where am I going with this...? I guess it's safe to say that Team SIR + DYN-ZO has disbanded...   for now. I never want to say we'll never regroup for huge RPs and all that, no way. I just think that we've separated to go do our own things, which I think it natural (I'm saying think alot). I kinda knew this was going to happen. All I do is look back and be thankful. I may have a hard time putting my true thoughts into words, even troubles me as I type this journal, but I know I made some pretty damn good friends on here.

But what else to do...   We're already at the end of March, April is here. I need to get something going again, I know. I tell myself this over and over again, and I stick by it: even if I were to really slow down uploading on here, I'm never going to delete my account. I want to see how long I can go, and as I see it, I will be on here for 4 years later in April.

I've seen myself evolve over the time I've been here. I create characters for different design elements to incorporate, and I realize that I want to flesh out my characters. It's apparent with the ones I've decided to get rid of. All I made them for was for design, but what else can they do? Kye, my first fan character, will be turning 4 this year (19 alongside me in reality), and he went from someone who could run as fast as Sonic to being my most primary roleplaying character with the most backstory, I see. He's done so much, I feel. He's been through so much. He may not be someone I will ever use because of copyright and other legal stuff, but he's important to me. It can happen to anyone, can it?

Well, here's to another year. I'm looking forward to what's next!